February 17, 2021

Where I Find My Running Motivation

(Just beware, I'm going to pepper this post--liberally--with more of my favorite running photos!)

I always hesitate to use the word "motivation" because if you've been reading my blog for any time at all, then you know that I hate that word. (Here is a post explaining the difference between motivation and determination, and why I don't really like using the word "motivation").


In short, though, I think that motivation has its place. I believe that motivation is temporary and short-lived. That's why it's so easy to get fired up about a new plan (diet, exercise, whatever it may be!) and we do so well in the beginning. But once the motivation fades, then we need something to keep us going or we just give up. (That's where the "determination" factor comes in.)


I think of motivation as being a short-term burst of energy (mental and/or physical) to get something done--followed by an immediate, short-term reward. For example, you may wake up and not feel at all motivated to get out of bed from under your warm covers when it's freezing outside (when I woke up today, the temp outside was -11 F!). Then you think of a hot shower and how nice it will feel, so that motivates you to get up and moving.


While I was losing weight, motivation helped me here and there, but it didn't carry me through the entire process. That's where the determination and discipline have to take over. Sometimes, though, I needed a push of something motivating to keep me going (reading others' success stories, trying on smaller clothes, etc.)


Now that I am starting to feel excited about running again (starting over from square one) I've been feeding myself motivation to keep the excitement going long enough for me to make this change in my routine.


The biggest motivation for me comes from looking at photos of when I felt my best--whether for running or my weight. In this case, I want some running motivation, so looking through my old running photos gives me a ton of motivation. A few days ago, I even made a folder on my phone of running photos that motivate me so I can look at them when I'm just not feeling it.





However, when I first started running, I didn't have pictures to look back on--because I was a total newbie. So, I had to find that push elsewhere.


On this post, I just thought I'd list a few sources of running motivation. I wrote a post several years ago with some movies and books about running that I liked, but it's pretty outdated now. Here are some current (or classic) favorites:

Instagram Posts - I follow the hashtag #slowrunnersclub because I am much more motivated to see other people like ME getting in their running workouts than I am seeing elite runners. When something seems so unobtainable (like elite racing), it just makes me feel overwhelmed. It's hard to remember that there are ordinary--and slow!--runners, too. I love seeing people post about their typical runs when we are on a similar playing field. (On the other hand, some people might be MORE motivated to see elite runners' posts--we're all different!)

Read the story behind this shirt. It is heart-melting!

A "Running Playlist" on my Phone--I made a playlist of songs that I remember listening to when I first started running in 2010. When listening to the songs, I can even remember a few specific runs and what point of the run I was in during that song (no idea why!).


Running Podcasts - My favorite is "Another Mother Runner". I hadn't listened to it in SO long, but I recently started listening again to episodes that catch my eye. I miss it!


Running Books (Amazon affiliate links):

'Running for My Life: One Lost Boy's Journey from the Killing Fields of Sudan to the Olympic Games' by Lopez Lamong. I LOVED this book and I'm going to read it again. I even gave it to my dad to read!  It's such an inspiring story. Yes, he makes it to the Olympics (as you can see from the title); so, while it's not the "I want to do that, too!" kind of motivation, it is simply a feel-good running story. My dad's not a runner and has no interest in running, but he loved the book for the story itself.

'Born to Run: A Hidden Tribe, Superathletes, and the Greatest Race the World Has Ever Seen' by Christopher McDougall. The last time I mentioned this book on the list of running motivation, I said that I only included it because so many OTHER runners loved it--but I just couldn't get past the first chapter or so. Since then, I finally read the book and I loved it! This is definitely a "superathletes" type of book (these people are superhuman, truly) so I can't relate to the them on their level--but it's SO interesting and definitely made me want to run.

Running Audiobooks (I listened to these while I was running, which helped me get through runs):

'Depression Hates a Moving Target' by Nita Sweeney. I wrote a review of this and shared a guest post by Nita. This book felt like it was written just for me--the mental health + running was just what I needed. I'm currently listening to the audiobook again during my walks.

'My Year of Running Dangerously' by Tom Foreman. I didn't know when I started listening to this that Tom Foreman is a well-known broadcaster for CNN. I am glad I didn't know that, because I probably wouldn't have chosen to listen to this audiobook if I had. His daughter asks him to run a marathon with her, and it takes him on a very long (literally) running journey.

'Running Man' by Charlie Engle. This is about an elite runner, so I didn't listen to it thinking that I was going to achieve this sort of level, haha. But I really enjoyed the book--I'd like to watch the film that the book is about, called Running the Sahara, produced by Matt Damon.

There are some films that I love for running motivation, too, but you can find those on this post (I won't re-list them and make this long post even longer). I do want to add one movie, though:

'Brittany Runs a Marathon' on Amazon Prime. I LOVED this movie! I wrote a review on my blog here.



So, this is just a short list--there are so many books, movies, podcasts, websites, blogs, etc., that are great for a quick boost of motivation! If you have any favorites, please feel free to share. It's been a while since I've been into all things running ;)

February 16, 2021

Transformation Tuesday #14: DIY Stuff!


Happy Tuesday! I have a few fun DIY transformations to share today, and they are a bit long, so I'll get right to it. I have one more transformation to share next week, but after that, I'm out--so please send me some! I'll write how to submit them at the bottom of this post.


This is pretty minor, but I made a new valance for the bathroom! I loved the old fabric, but it was just a curtain panel folded in half and it hung down too long. Since I didn't want to cut it, I decided to make a new one.

I found the fabric in my stash and thought it went well. Since our house was built in 1950, we decided to embrace its mid-century vibe. I know a pink bathroom isn't for everyone, but I find it super cheery and when I get tired of it all I have to do is change the paint! (Well, and maybe make another valance!)

- Deb



My name is Shanon and I am a travel advisor in Clovis, CA. I’ve been basically unemployed since the pandemic started, so my husband and I have been working a lot around the house--some small projects, but also some really big ones. This one was started in July of 2020 and not completed until October because we did the majority of the work on our own, with a lot of help from my dad.

We have been parking our RV at my sisters house and it was a 45 minute drive one way, so we decided to remove our side yard and put in a RV parking.  

I don’t have any good before pics from the front, but this pic is what the back yard looked like after we removed the bushes on both sides of the grass. We also had to remove a large tree (you can see it over the fence), a ton of bushes, a strip of grass and the concrete pad our garbage cans are sitting on along with the walkway.  This was the hardest part! My dad has tractors and came over to help do all the heavy lifting and level the area for concrete.

- Shanon


This is the only pic I have from the front yard.  It’s not from the street so it’s hard to picture, but there is a grass area in front of the tree that goes out to the sidewalk and then the street.


This is how it looked after everything was removed and prepped for concrete.



We hired a company to pour the concrete slab after we leveled it, but my dad built our gate and the three of us installed it (me, my husband and my dad).  I’ve never worked so hard in my life, but we are so happy with how it turned out.



The back porch is shared with the other condo on the second floor, with no real separation between the two, but the space was just loaded with old furniture, including an overstuffed leather chair (very moldy) and other disgusting things. At my pleading, it was emptied and freshly painted.

I was lucky to find the blue "floor mat" at Target, at a ridiculous discount-- I think it was about $25--that set the color scheme. A week later, I found a wicker chair on Craigslist (that needed a makeover) for free--just a mile from my house.

What I did:

  • Scrape and re-paint the wicker.
  • I covered the porch floor with the Target 'mat'
  • Accessorized with things I mostly already had (the folding yellow/green metal table), the very small vintage stool (nearly free at my local thrift store and sold later that month to a client for her porch renovation), an old wooden breakfast tray (thrift store) and white metal cookie sheet (thrift store) were used to corral my plants.
  • Hung twinkle lights on the ceiling
  • I also ended up finding a blue cushion for the sofa at a discount/remnant store, which I believe was almost $30, but everything similar I looked at was much more expensive, and I CANNOT sew.

It was a very hot summer, and the porch was put to great use!






- A DIY interior designer from New England


The before and after photos of the outside of my KitchenAid stand mixer look identical! But the inside is where the transformation is! 

I saw this guy on TikTok who services KitchenAid mixers. After following him for a while I decided I could service my own. I had noticed a few signs of oil leaking. And my machine is 15 years old. 

I followed his YouTube tutorial and opened it up, cleaned it out and applied new grease!

- Rebecca - Hilo, Hawaii




Aren't these awesome? Deb, I am not usually a fan of pink, but I think that color works really well in your bathroom--I like it! I love the updated valance :)

Shanon, I can only imagine the amount of work that it took to overhaul your yard--I was facing having to level our yard for something I wanted to do, but it is just too daunting. You guys did an awesome job!

I love the thriftiness of the porch makeover--as you know, I thrift shopping is one of my favorite things to do, and I love finding used items to repurpose. The porch looks great! 

And the mixer! Rebecca, I'm kind of horrified that I didn't know you are supposed to clean out/service the inside of them. I can only imagine how bad mine looks! I've had it for 18 years and even the outside of mine doesn't look half as good as your "before" photo, hahaha. I'm not even sure I'd want to open it up! 

Thank you so much for sharing your DIY projects--as you know, I love seeing the transformations of anything and everything. PLEASE keep sending them to me so that we can all see the changes in whatever it may be--haircut, weight loss, upcycled clothing or furniture, organizing a drawer or closet, etc. They are fun to see!

To submit a transformation, just send an email to me at: Katie (at) runsforcookies (dot) com. Include a description of the transformation, a before photo and an after photo (the highest resolution you have), and your name, location, and what you like to do (optional, of course!). 

February 15, 2021

The Process of Getting From "Before" to "After"

Yikes! I just got in from the coldest, snowiest walk I've ever done. It wasn't until I got home that I saw on Accuweather that there was an active winter storm warning while I was out. No wonder I was so cold!


Like I mentioned a few days ago, I've been bitten by the running bug again and it's been a LONG time since I felt this way. I really want to get back to running... but in a completely different way.

I used to sign up for races and train for them. Cross the finish line. Either hit my goal time or not. Pick another race. Repeat. And so on.

This gave me a (literal) finish line. I would train for a race, regardless of what the goal was, and then I'd cross the finish line and it would be over. I either had to pick another goal and/or another race, or just feel let down that I was done with it and feel the "Now what?"'s?

This happened especially after my 10K in 2016. I trained so hard for that PR and all of my focus was on that race. I was SUPER determined to run it under 49:23 (my PR at the time). I did all the work and it totally paid off on race day. I ran 49:03 and set a new PR.

I should have been thrilled, but I actually felt kind of lost. NOW WHAT? I had met my huge goal and I didn't have a desire to try to get even faster. I had already run three full marathons and had no desire to run that distance or farther again. I was happy with my 5K and half-marathon times. I couldn't think of anything I really wanted to work toward.

I've realized, during my time off, that I have to run without a finish line. There is no end goal. Just like with weight loss--you don't get to your goal weight and stop doing what got you there, because you'll just gain all the weight back. It's literally never-ending. If I want to be a runner, I need to run for the process of it and not for the finish line. I need to make peace with the whole process and find ways to enjoy the experience.

I think that enjoying the experience with no end in sight can sound really daunting (just like with weight loss). The key to continuing it, without feeling like there is no purpose, is to find a way to enjoy the process of becoming a runner and then staying a runner. 

And this means that I'll have to change things up once in a while. Instead of picking a 12-week plan or something like that, I think I need to focus on a week at a time. Or even one day at a time. Following a certain schedule would be great if I had an end goal, but I don't--I simply want to be a runner for the physical and mental health benefits. Would it be fun to throw some races in the mix? Maybe! And I might do that when I have the desire to--but the finish line can't be my end game. Because I can't have an end game.

Since I've been wanting to start running again, I've been trying to think of a plan to get back to it. And I can't think of something that makes sense for me. Instead of goals, I made a list of running milestones. The difference is that a goal is something to work for and hopefully reach. By choosing to keep track of milestones, I'm not actually working toward them. They are just things that I can check off if I should hit them--but I won't actively be pursuing them, if that makes sense.

These milestones below are for distances and times. (I chose the times based on about where I am now versus my past PR's/potential.) Chances are, I'll never see those fast times again! But I'm not making that my goal, either--I'm only working to keep running. The milestones are just something fun to keep track of. Like I said, I want to make running FUN this time around. I kept track of milestones like this when I first became a runner, and it was fun to check off new ones.


If it's icy and cold outside and I don't want to run in that weather, then I won't. If I'm in the middle of a walk and I feel like jogging to the next block, I'll do it. If someone asks me to go for a run with them and I want to, then I will. If I start to feel an injury and think I need a break, I'll take it. I can break all the rules I used to have for myself when it came to running. Hell, if I want to stop my Garmin at 2.99 miles in front of my house, I'll do that ;)

Right now, to get back into running, my plan is to continue walking my five miles a day and throw some running in there. I've enjoyed my recent treadmill runs while playing Best Fiends and running intervals when I lost a level. I may try to increase the amount of time I do each interval. Or the speed. Or maybe I'll see if I can run a full mile at a particular speed.

I'm basically going to fly by the seat of my pants and be spontaneous--whatever feels right during that particular walk/run. I'm not going to decide ahead of time what my plan is--I'm just going to do what my mind and body tell me to do. The only thing I know for sure is that I'm going to get in five miles by foot (walking and/or running) because that IS a goal that I have. My streak is 212 days and I don't want to break it!

Like I wrote in my post a few days ago, getting from "before" to "after" is a process. When we see success stories of runners or people who have lost weight, etc., we don't see the process. We just see the before and after, and it seems so simple. We think, "Why can't I do that?!"

We CAN do that--we just have to experience the process of getting from before to after. And the process is extremely difficult sometimes--I can't even tell you how many times I wanted to quit while I was losing weight--but if we want to get to "after", we need to go through the process. 

That said, I'd like to keep track of my whole process on my blog. I don't want it to seem easy to get back to running. The one-minute intervals I've done recently on the treadmill have been anything BUT easy! There will also be no "after" to count on. I'm going from non-runner (or ex-runner, I suppose) to runner. It's not nearly as exciting to write about--hitting hard workout goals and finishing PR races--but in the long term, it's what I really want. To be a runner again.

February 14, 2021

Valentine's Day Challenge


I was working on a good post about running, but then I saw people posting a Valentine's Day Challenge on Facebook. Yes, it's cliché, and I am not a Valentine's-Day-Celebrating person, but I do love answering little questionnaires once in a while. So here goes...

How’d you meet:
*I was writing a story for the school newspaper about stereotypes of other schools in the county. My classmate and I drove to other schools and interviewed randomly selected students. Jerry happened to be one of the people that the office chose for me to interview. I told my classmate after we left that I thought "the boy with the spiky blond hair" was cute. About six months later, he happened to be at my good friend Mike's house--they went to the same school and apparently, they were friends! We exchanged phone numbers and went out the next day. 


First Date:
*May 14, 1999. We went for a walk at the Metropark and just got to know each other. We stopped on a bridge and Jerry was extremely corny by singing the song "Kiss the Girl" from The Little Mermaid (apparently, that was his "move" on me). We ended up kissing on the bridge. When we finally got back to his car, we were pulled over by the Metropark police for being there after the park closed.

How long have you been together:
*It will be 22 years in May! We've been together since that first date in 1999.

Married:
*We got married on August 16, 2003. It was memorable because it was the weekend of the huge blackout that happened from the midwest to the east coast. The power came back on the morning of my wedding. So, thankfully, we had air conditioning, food, and music :)


Age difference:
*Jerry is SO OLD. He's 40, while I am still in my 30's (for 345 more days). Although, the lady that works at the lab where Jerry had his blood drawn would beg to differ. When we walked in, she thought that Jerry was my SON. So I guess I look old enough to have a 40-year old son!

Who is older:
*Jerry. See above.

Who was interested first:
*I think we both were! I had told my classmate that I thought he was cute, and apparently, Jerry thought the same about me. He said he thought I was way out of his league, though ;)

Who is taller:
*Jerry is 5'9", but he'll tell you 5'10" until the day he dies. I'm 5'4".


Who said I love you first:
*Jerry did, but I felt it, too.

Most impatient:
*It depends on the situation. I used to be very impatient about pretty much everything until I was medicated for bipolar, and now I am able to be reasonable and calm (much of the time--not always!). Jerry is typically very chill and go-with-the-flow, but in certain situations (like driving), he's very impatient.

Most sensitive:
*Me--100%, without a doubt, I am the most sensitive. And I hate that word with a passion, because my family used to say that I was "too sensitive" when I was growing up. I can't help it!


Loudest:
*In a room full of people, I'm basically a wallflower and Jerry is a stereo system. When it's just the two of us, I can get pretty loud!

Most stubborn:
*ME. I'm one of the most stubborn people I know. I've gotten more open-minded as I've gotten older, but I'm still a mule.

Falls asleep first:
*Ohmygod, Jerry falls asleep the second his head hits the pillow. Meanwhile, at around 2:00 AM, my eyelids start to get a little heavy--but all the thoughts racing through my brain just keep me from sleeping. Having bipolar disorder pretty much guarantees sleep problems. I have major insomnia. And worse, I hate sleeping because I feel like it's such a waste of time!


Cooks better:
*Me, without a doubt. Jerry tries, and I give him credit for that. He just likes to get too ambitious by adding a little of this and that (when they don't go together at ALL). Most recently, he assumed that granulated garlic and garlic salt were the same--the recipe called for a teaspoon of garlic salt, and he used a teaspoon of granulated garlic. I love garlic, but it was inedible ;)

See? Cooking like a boss.

Better morning person:
*Depends on which state of bipolar I'm in! ;)  I would have to say that I am, though. Even with very little sleep, I can get up and moving in the mornings. Once I'm awake, regardless of the time, I am WIDE awake after 10 minutes or so.

Better driver:
*Me. I am a "rule follower" when it comes to driving, and as I've gotten older, I've gotten more patient. I don't think it's worth it to pull out a little too close in front of someone or to barely run a red light in order to get where you're going just a minute or so sooner. The people that give me road rage are the people that are the opposite--very impatient! I'll let you guess who drove the Dart into the snow bank ;)


Most Competitive:
*Again, me. I am basically Monica from Friends.

Funniest:
*Jerry--he was even "class clown" in high school. We have different senses of humor, though. I'm actually really funny when I'm around just him! I don't feel too shy to throw out some one liners or things like that. I. Other people probably think I'm too serious. I'm not though, honest! And I'm MUCH better with banter than he is.

Where do you eat out most as a couple?
*We don't eat out very often (the older I get, the more grossed out I am about eating at a restaurant). When we were dating, it was always Red Lobster. Now, probably Anson's for pizza, but it's usually with a group of people. I can't remember the last time we ate out as a couple!

Who is more social?
*Jerry is absolutely more social. He's as extroverted as I am introverted.

Who is the neat freak?
*Jerry is good at keeping things tidy, but I'm the one that's very particular about the subtler things--dusting, vacuuming and wiping the floor trim, spot-cleaning the cupboards, vacuuming under the couch cushions, etc. You can only guess who organized our clothes...


Where was your first kiss?
*On the bridge at the Lake Erie Metropark

How long did it take to get serious?
*We were serious really quickly, even though we were only 17 and 18 at the time. Jerry went to basic training just a couple of months after we started dating, but we stayed together the whole time. But if there was ever any evidence of our seriousness, there is this HORRIBLY embarrassing picture. We had this taken at Sears not even two months after we started dating. This should be in Awkward Family Photos Highlights Magazine, "Circle all of the embarrassing things about this picture".

Who's indecisive?
*Hahaha, ME--I blame it on the bipolar. When I'm hypomanic, especially, I cannot make a decision for the life of me. It actually gets really upsetting for me--I want to just make a decision, even about something stupid, but I can't do it. 


Who spends more?
*Before I was medicated for bipolar, I would spend a lot of money while hypomanic. I LOVE to buy things for people and I would spend way too much. Since my bipolar diagnosis and medication, I've gotten super responsible with money. I paid off $14,000 of credit card debt in 14 months and I've built up a nice savings. If Jerry was solely in charge of our money, he would spend every last dime on whatever he was feeling in the moment ;)

Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
*Jerry always apologizes first, but I don't think he's actually wrong. We never really come to conclusions that one of us is "right" and the other is "wrong". We just move forward.

Who has more tattoos?
*Jerry does. I hate tattoos. Which is why he's lucky I didn't divorce him just for shits and giggles after he got "Katie" tattooed on his arm.


Who sings better?
*Neither of us can carry a tune. At all.

Who hogs the remote?
*Jerry usually has it next to him, but I'm the one that controls it ;)

Did you go to the same high school?
*No, but it's still how I met him :)

Where is the farthest you two have traveled together?
*I was going to say that it was Punta Cana in the Dominican Republic, but I double checked and it's actually a farther distance to Portland, Oregon--so Portland is the farthest we've traveled together.


Who drives when you're going somewhere together?
*It depends on my mood. Jerry is a more aggressive driver (not "bad", but not as patient as I am) so sometimes I'll choose to drive. I would say that about 70% of the time Jerry drives, though.

This was fun! I'm curious if Jerry would answer everything the same way. I'm going to have to ask him tonight :)

February 13, 2021

HERITAGE RECIPE: Onions Stuffed with Sausage

I'm so happy that so many of you are enjoying this series of heritage recipes! It's been super fun to try out recipes that I never would have thought to try otherwise. I've been going through the heritage recipes and trying to choose ones that are off the beaten path--unusual, but not SO odd that other people wouldn't want to try them. (Although I do want to try some of the very "OMG" ones once in a while. I'm adventurous when it comes to trying new foods!)

I must be craving onions because even though I just posted the Onion Shortcake recipe recently, I chose another onion recipe this week. I didn't want to go grocery shopping today--I'm exhausted from having Luke and Riley over! Totally worth it, though, because they are SO cute. I happened to have the ingredients for this simple dish, (cleverly named) Onions Stuffed with Sausage.

The recipe was submitted to the Rockwood, Michigan Area Historical Society by Marion Fields. She said that the recipe was over 100 years old (at the time of recipe book printing, which was about 30 years ago) from Gerda Svenssen. I love the old recipes--the older they are, the more fun they are to try!

This recipe was pretty straight-forward, and as one of my "rules" for this heritage series, I made it exactly as written (interpreting the unclear parts the best I can). I wrote my notes below the recipe.

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Onions Stuffed with Sausage

2 lg. onions
1/4 c. milk
1 egg
1 lb. bulk sausage meat
1/2 c. bread crumbs
1 T. snipped parsley

Peel onions. Cut in halves crosswise. Remove center rings and leave a hole about 1 inch in diameter. Combine remaining ingredients; blend well. Stuff onions so they make a mound. Arrange onions in a baking dish (greased) and bake at 375 F for 20 minutes. Make sure onion is tender. (Over 100 years old from Gerda Svenssen.)



My notes:

*I had large sweet onions on hand, which are flatter than the typical white or yellow onions. So, I used four of them, cutting both ends off before removing the center rings. They were the same height as if I'd used large yellow or white onions cut in half. (See photos below notes.) Next time, I'd use yellow onions.

*It was much harder to pull out the middle rings than I thought it would be! The first onion actually broke in half. After that, I used my knife to kind of pick away at the center until the hole was big enough to pull out the center rings.

*"Sausage" is a very generic ingredient. There are hundreds of varieties! I happened to have hot Italian sausage, so that is what I used. (Although after cooking it, I realized that because Gerda's last name was Swedish--Svenssen--perhaps she used Swedish sausage. Just overthinking the recipe, haha!)

*I knew right away when I read the recipe that there was NO way it would be cooked in 20 minutes. Thick raw onions and a large ball of ground sausage? I planned on at least 45 minutes. However, I set the timer for 20 minutes. When I checked on them, the onion was still totally raw. The recipe says to make sure the onion is tender, so I continued to bake them, adding 15 or so minutes each time.

After an hour, I finally pulled them out because the sausage was looking dry on top and I didn't want to burn it. The onions still had a little crunch to them, but honestly that didn't bother me too much. The flavor was fantastic! The meat mixture was delicious on its own, but the combination of the onions and the sausage was perfect. Jerry said he loved them.

*If making these again, I would cover the dish with foil and bake for about 30 minutes; then remove the foil and continue to bake until the onions are soft. That would keep the sausage from drying out as well as allow the build up of steam to soften the onions more quickly.

These were delicious, and I bet they'd be amazing with a little marinara sauce on top. I'm glad I tried this recipe--I'll definitely make them again!




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