Heartbreak Hill Half & Festival, Day 3

What a weekend! I have SO much stuff inside my head that I really want to share, but it's so hard to organize and even remember everything. I'm going to write my actual race reports on a separate post. Here, I'll just recap some more stuff about the weekend, and throw in some random stuff that I just wanted to mention. This post is probably going to be all over the place!

First, the bloggers. I hadn't met any of the other bloggers that were attending the Heartbreak Hill Half & Festival, so I was really nervous going into it. I got the impression that all the other bloggers already knew each other, and had done this kind of thing before, so I was worried I wouldn't really fit in. But I was going because I was very interested in Runner's World, and attending the seminars, and meeting the people behind the scenes, so I kept reminding myself that it wouldn't even matter if I was the oddball ;)

The other bloggers that attended are:

Julie from Peanut Butter Fingers
Charlene from FAB Running
Matt from No Meat Athlete
Caitlin from Healthy Tipping Point
Anne from fANNEtastic food
Sarah from Sarah Fit
Jason from Strength Running
Theodora from Preppy Runner
Presley from Run Pretty
Amanda from Run to the Finish
Katy from Katy Widrick
Karla from Run Karla Run
Heather from Relentless Forward Commotion
Marnie from Run Street
Sarah from Picky Runner
Larisa from Zero to Twenty-Six Point Two
Jessica from Keeping Mommy Sane
Dani from Weight Off My Shoulders

Most of the bloggers were very extroverted, so I definitely felt out of place, but I introduced myself and just went with the flow for everything. I was so excited to be there!

But speaking of being extroverted, there was one point where we had a seminar with Running Skirts. They had brought a ton of running skirts and tops with them, and then asked us to put on a "fashion show". Not for the public, but in front of a few RW people and Running Skirts reps... oh, and a video camera! I was mortified. I wanted the floor to swallow me right then and there, but I just tried to make the best of it. I basically tried to remove my brain from my body, and just go through the motions of what the other girls were doing, and go with the flow. I did my thang on the red carpet, and almost died ;) Hopefully, there will never be a photo or video of it online, haha. But by doing it, I did manage to score a $100 gift card to give away on the blog! I'll write about that when I know the details.

I think what makes this race weekend so unique is that they have seminars that are open to the public to attend. I had the pleasure of attending Bart Yasso's seminar, "My Life on the Run" yesterday. He is SO fascinating--he has a way of telling stories that just makes you want to sit and listen for hours. He's got a lot of running stories (he's traveled all over the world doing races--some seriously crazy ones!).

After the seminar

After Bart's seminar (see how we're on a first-name basis now? hahaha!), I went to Mark Remy's seminar, "Remy's World". Because I had stayed after at Bart's, I was a couple of minutes late walking into Mark's--and of course he heckled me a little ;) (Mark Remy writes a humor column for Runner's World--and I adore his sarcasm!).

He had a "Jeopardy" game set up for us to play, with some funny trivia questions about his column.

Mark Remy and his "Jeopardy" game

Afterward, he gave away prizes by asking who traveled the farthest, who was the tallest/shortest, etc. He said the prizes were all very crappy, and the last person to choose would obviously get the crappiest prize. When there was one prize left, he asked who was the last person to walk in the room, which was obviously me, so I got the "crappiest" prize. Hahaha! It was a framed advertisement that appeared in an issue of RW a really long time ago, for a realistic looking chimpanzee. So funny!

After Mark's seminar, I went to a blogging seminar. Three of the bloggers (Matt, Katy, and Karla) were on a panel to talk about building up the success of a running blog. I found it very interesting, because my views on blogging differ completely from a lot of the others' views.

From there, we went straight to the pasta dinner. The dinner was open to the public as well. It was an awesome opportunity for runners to meet people like Bart Yasso, Shalane Flanagan, Sarah Reinertsen, Mark Remy, David Willey (Editor-in-Chief of RW), and others who are known to the running community. The food was fantastic--a few different pasta dishes, salad, rolls, and a cash bar.

Immediately after dinner, we went to the key note presentation, which was a talk by Sarah Reinertsen. Holy cow! She is AMAZING. She talked to us bloggers the day before just a little, but when I heard her whole story, I was floored. She is SO inspiring. And one of my favorite moments of the trip involved her, actually...

I was in my dorm room, looking out the window, when I saw Sarah and another woman wearing a prosthetic leg (I later learned that she was a victim of the Boston Marathon bombings). Sarah was teaching the other woman how to run with her new "running leg", and they were practicing in the parking lot. There weren't any cameras around, or even anyone else who was watching. It was just the two of them, in a parking lot. I knew then that Sarah was for real--she was doing it out of the goodness of her heart, and I loved that!

Speaking of which... at the kids' race, there was a girl who was running her first race, was really nervous about it, and it was clear from the beginning that she was in last place. Without missing a beat, Sarah (who was there to watch the kids' races) ran over and finished the run with the little girl, allowing her to cross the line first! Sarah has a heart of gold, and it's obvious when you see her.

I loved her key note talk. Sarah met someone who had completed an IronMan, and she wanted to do the same, so she trained for it for a VERY long time (I think she said it was 12 years). She actually got a DNF (did not finish) on her first attempt, but that didn't stop her. She eventually completed the Hawaii IronMan! I also didn't know this about her, until she talked about it, but she was on the reality show The Amazing Race. I left her presentation feeling so inspired!

I'm currently sitting at the airport writing this, trying to remember everything about the weekend. It was SO jam-packed full of stuff to do, that it's hard to remember it all! But I had such a great time, I learned a ton, I met some amazing people... and I ran 22.4 miles (which I'll write about tomorrow). This whole experience has been fantastic!

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Heartbreak Hill Half & Festival, Day 2

Continued from Heartbreak Hill Half & Festival, Day 1

Okay, so I have a confession... I've never eaten a cannoli. After I posted about the pastry shop yesterday, lots of people commented that I should have gotten a cannoli. I've never tried one, so I wasn't sure if I'd like it. Next time, I will definitely have to try one. But that carrot cake was SO good!

The past two days have been crazy busy here in Newton. We had to get up bright and early this morning to be on a bus at 6:00. We went to do a workout called the November Project. I first read about this group in Runner's World magazine in the November 2013 issue (I think!). They do some crazy running workouts--running up and down stairs, and big old hills. Today was the hill workout, and it was done on Summit Hill. I wasn't sure what to expect when we got there, but it was actually pretty cool!

There was the "leader" named Brogan, and there were probably about 200 people that showed up for this workout. It blew my mind! It's a free workout, and all you have to do is show up to join in. We were told we'd be running laps--down the hill, then turn and come back up the hill, go around this little field, and then repeat. The thing that I liked about it was that nobody ever feels like they are last--because it's a big loop, you don't know if the guy next to you is on his first loop or his fifth.

My plan was to take it very easy, and just do one loop, because I'm running three races over the next two days. I didn't want to tear up my legs before the races, otherwise I would have tried to do the whole workout (1 hour). Even that one loop kicked my ass! It was so tough.

All the bloggers

After the workout, we headed to breakfast at a restaurant called Zaftig's. Brogan came and had breakfast with us, and he was so fun. He explained how the November Project got started, how it grew, and what a big success it's been.

The afternoon was spent meeting some pretty amazing runners! The first was Sarah Reinertsen, a former Paralympic track athlete. She had her leg amputated at age 7, and she now runs marathons!

Then we met Shalane Flanagan, superstar distance runner ;)  She was so nice! She said her favorite post-marathon treat is a burger, fries, and a beer. Haha!

We had lunch, which was all recipes prepared from the Runner's World cookbook--watermelon and feta salad, chilled zucchini soup, sweet potato salad, and chicken sandwiches. Bart Yasso had lunch with us, and I was really looking forward to meeting him. He's another superstar runner--he's been running for nearly 40 years, and he has some awesome stories. He talked to us for a little bit, answering questions, and then when he left, I was feeling a little bummed that I didn't introduce myself.

So, I did what any crazy would do, and I chased after him! ;)  I introduced myself and asked if he would be so kind to sign "my" issue of Runner's World. We chatted for about a five minutes, and took a couple of pictures. He is SO nice, and I want to read his book on the plane home.

We went to the expo after lunch to pick up our race packets. Since I'm doing the Hat Trick, I got two shirts, a hat, and a pair of socks with my bib! I walked around the expo a little bit, and I was feeling completely exhausted by 4:00. I didn't sleep much at all last night in the dorm, so I'm going on very little sleep, and tons of walking around. Yesterday, I got in almost 24,000 steps, which didn't even include a run! This weekend has been so exhausting, but so much fun.

Tomorrow morning, I have the 5K and the 10K to run. I'm nervous, but I am planning to take it easy. If anyone is around, and wants to meet up, you can look for me at the finish area after the races; also, feel free to tweet me, so we can find each other!

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Heartbreak Hill Half & Festival, Day 1

I am writing this from Boston College! I only have a few minutes, so I just thought I'd quickly share my first day in Boston. I had to get up at 3:30 this morning to get ready to head to the airport at 4:15. I was SO tired. Normally, I need a drink or two before I fly, because I'm such a nervous flier, but I learned that the airport doesn't serve alcohol before 7:00 AM... so I had to fly sober.

The flight wasn't great. I flew on JetBlue for the first time, and I don't know if it had anything to do with the plane itself, but it was kind of rickety, and I actually got motion sickness. I didn't throw up, but I felt really nauseous the whole flight. Thankfully, it was only about a 90 minute flight.

Caitlin picked me up from the airport (I'm SO glad, too--I'm terrible with public transportation!). Our plan was to walk around Boston. It happened to be VERY rainy all day, unfortunately. At first, it was just a light drizzle, so we decided we still wanted to walk around. We saw a David's Tea store, and since I'd never actually seen a David's Tea shop before, I wanted to stop in.

We spent about 15 minutes smelling and sampling tea, and I bought a couple of new ones. We also got a cup to carry around with us.

Shortly after that, the rain really started coming down! We got completely soaked, but we kept walking. I absolutely LOVE the buildings--I really enjoyed just walking around the city and checking things out. We went past the Boston Marathon finish line, which was fun to see...

By lunchtime, we were soaked to the bone, and I was really craving a bowl of clam chowder. I love clam chowder, and that was the only request I had about coming to Boston ;)  So we went to a place that her dad recommended, called Boston Chowda Company in Quincy Market, and it was PACKED with people. I got a bowl of the clam chowder, and it was the BEST I've ever tasted.

We had walked around for a long time looking for a table, but there weren't any available, so we ended up having to sit on the floor. It was worth it for the soup, though!

After that, Caitlin wanted me to check out a pastry shop that she thought I'd like. It was a little ways away, but we were already soaked, and you don't exactly have to twist my arm to get dessert--even if it means walking in the rain ;) The shop was called Mike's Pastry, and my mind was blown when we stepped in there. The desserts looked amazing!! I had such a hard time deciding what to get, but I ultimately settled on a piece of carrot cake.

I love their cake to frosting ratio ;)  It was so so so good! I love my desserts, but I couldn't even finish this one because it was so rich. It was perfect.

We had walked about 5.5 miles total, and then we went back to the car. Caitlin drove me to Boston College, where I met some of the other bloggers. I've got to get ready now to head to dinner to meet up with all the bloggers and the Runner's World staff. It's been a busy day, but so fun!

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Passports

Summer has definitely arrived early here in Michigan. It's been 85+ degrees, and super humid here the past few days. Yesterday, I had plans to go for a run with my little brother, Nathan, at the State Park. We planned to meet there at 6:20, because he works nights, so he could stop by when he got off work. I was looking forward to a nice, cool run that early in the morning.

Ha! I think I started sweating the second I stepped outside. The temperature was only about 73 degrees, but the air was SO thick with humidity. We decided to do the same five-mile route that Jerry and I did last week. The first half of the run was pretty windy, which I welcomed because it helped with the heat. When we turned away from the wind, it felt like it was instantly about 10 degrees hotter.

It was nice to run with Nathan, though, and I hope we make it a regular thing. A few miles in, we saw a big snapping turtle on the side of the trail. We get snappers in our yard sometimes, but I'd never seen on on the trail at the park. We stopped to take a picture, and it was kind of strange--the second I stopped running, the sweat started pouring down my face. I really need better sunscreen, because the stuff I use now runs into my eyes and burns so badly. Anyway, my eyes were stinging, and I could barely keep them open to take a picture of Nathan with the turtle. And of course it turned out blurry, because I couldn't see!

We came across a few more big snapping turtles, which was so odd! I've been running there for several years now, and have never seen one there. 

I asked Nathan what it was like doing physical training while he was in Iraq, and he said that he would actually prefer the 120 degrees with zero humidity to what it felt like while we were running yesterday. Crazy, right?! 

When we were a quarter-mile from the car, Nathan asked if I wanted to pick up the pace. I definitely did NOT, but I said okay, so we ran about a 7:30 pace for the last quarter-mile. It was tough, and I was drenched with sweat, but it was a good run!

I had planned to run a few miles with Jerry today, because he was off work, but it was so hot that it didn't even sound a little bit appealing. I'm going to run eight miles with Jessica and Courtney tomorrow, and then that will be it until the 5K and 10K on Saturday. 

Today, I spent a good part of the morning editing pictures for our passports. I was totally shocked when I saw that Walgreens charges $12 for a passport photo--we needed 4 of them, so there was no way that I was going to pay almost $50 for pictures! Instead, I taped a poster (wrong side out) against the door outside, and took pictures of the family (per the specifications on the government website). 

I took about a dozen pictures of each of us, and then chose one for the passports. I had to get rid of the shadows and brighten the pictures a little, and then I uploaded them on a website that automatically crops and gets them ready to print on a 4x6 photo, ensuring that your head is the right size for the picture. 

I uploaded the final pictures to Sam's Club, and the grand total for all four of us (to get four 2x2 photos each) was $0.58! They turned out really good. We had to pull the boys out of school an hour early so that we could go apply at the post office (they stop taking applications at 4:00). It took about half an hour for the application process, and a whopping $460(!), and we should have our passports in about 4-6 weeks. It feels good to get that done--Punta Cana, here we come :)

Tonight, the kids have baseball practice. Renee's son has practice at the same place, so I'm going to meet up with her there to talk about her marathon training. She's running the NYC Marathon this year (deferred from 2012), and I'm going to help her come up with a training plan. 

Tomorrow, I'll be packing for this weekend, and then my flight leaves uber early on Thursday morning. I'm so excited! By the way, tomorrow is National Running Day:

You can create your own badge here, if you're interested :)

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Motivational Monday #64

Happy Motivational Monday! I haven't had the greatest week, but I did start this week out on a good note--I went for a five-mile run with my brother, and it was ridiculously humid! I'll write more about that tomorrow, though.

Several people have asked me about adding them as friends on Fitbit. Right now, I just have my family and a few "real life" friends  on my Fitbit, because I'm afraid if the list gets too long, I'll lose track of my family. I wish that Fitbit would let you create separate "lists" of leaderboards, so you could organize it that way. (Maybe they do have this feature, and I just haven't figured it out yet?)

But I figured for now, a solution would be to create a "Runs for Cookies" Fitbit group for anyone who is interested. I'll leave it public for a couple of days, and then I'll switch it to "invitation only" (if you're reading this after I've switched it to invite only, then you can just send me an email with your email address and ask me to invite you, and I'll send the invitation). Now, if you want to join the group, you can go here: Runs for Cookies Fitbit group. I love the idea of having a leaderboard there so you all can motivate me to move more ;)

Anyway, let's get to the good stuff... Motivational Monday!

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Lesleigh conquered a huge, daunting hill near her home--running a 400-feet increase in altitude over about 2 miles! She started at the top, and ran down, first. Then, without even a pause, she turned around and ran right back up to the top. It took her about five minutes longer on the way up than on the way down, but as someone who hates hills, she was so proud to make it to the top!

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Maegan completed her first 5K on Saturday--The Color Run in Birmingham, Alabama! It was extremely crowded, so it wasn't possible to run the entire thing, but she had a blast and ran when she could. She and her husband, David, have been doing Weight Watchers since January--she's lost 31 pounds, and he's lost 21 pounds!

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Tracy recently ran not only her first, but also her second full marathon! She's a mom to 1- and 2-year old kids, and had to work around her husband's work schedule to be able to find the time to train, but she made it a priority. Her mother-in-law has run several marathons, and was her training buddy. A few weeks before Tracy's first marathon, they were scheduled for her longest training run; and instead of just doing that, she decided to run a marathon! She ran it nice and easy, as a training run for her "first" marathon ;) Her next goal is to push both of her kids in a double stroller for a 5K!

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Katie just ran her first 10K race! She's come a long way since she walked her first 5K last June, having lost a whopping 85 pounds. She never imagined she'd be a runner, and now she's looking forward to doing her first half-marathon! (Katie's race report)

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Meg just ran her first half-marathon! It was much harder than she was expecting, but she pushed hard and finished in 2:35. She says she has never felt so proud! (Meg's blog)

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Jennifer just completed a crazy-steep climb up a mountain! It's called Manitou Incline in Colorado Springs, and the elevation climbs 2,000 feet in less than one mile; some spots reach a ridiculous 68% incline! Once they reached the top, they hiked several miles back down a less-steep trail. She torched a ton of calories, and was very proud to have accomplished this! It's something she's been wanting to do for a long time, and she was finally at the point of her weight loss/fitness journey to do so.

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Congratulations, everyone! Don't forget to check out more stories on the Motivational Monday Facebook post. Have a great week!

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Family

I woke up this morning after a really sound night's sleep, and felt panicked. I was sure it was Monday, so I jumped out of bed to get the kids ready for school. It wasn't until I got dressed that I realized that it was actually Sunday. Haha! At least I slept really well.

I ate breakfast with the kids, and then my parents came and picked them up for church. Considering my runs have been feeling really hard lately, without much reward at all, I was dreading running this morning. This is my last week before the Heartbreak Hill Half & Festival (if you're looking for last-minute discount codes, I have them), so I keep reminding myself I just need to get through this week, and then I can cut back to doing 3-4 milers, 4-5 times a week.

It was hot by the time I headed outside. I decided to run my five-mile neighborhood route in reverse, just for a change of scenery. Running the same old route in reverse is actually pretty interesting--it was like running a whole new route! (Although, I did forget that I should avoid a particular spot this time of year, because the birds dive-bomb my head--and sure enough, I actually felt the thing grab my hair, flapping its wings like crazy, while I ran). 

I think God knew I really needed a decent run today, because I was expecting the worst, but as soon as I started running, I felt calm. It didn't feel easy, but I wasn't struggling how I have been lately. My only goal was to make it through five miles, and try to feel good doing it.

And it was good! It wasn't without effort, but I actually felt happy to be out there and moving along. The last mile was SO hot, because the sun was killer, but I got in all five miles. And my pace wasn't too shabby, either. Today was one of those runs that left me feeling successful, which was definitely something I needed. 

I can't believe it's June already! Last month, I set a goal of not eating any sweets for the month of May... and that was a big fat failure ;)  I did well for a couple of weeks, and then I had ice cream on my long run day--not a huge deal. But after that, I kind of lost my drive. Not having a sweet treat to look forward to was really tough--that's why I run!--so it wasn't a good challenge for me. But I tried, and I actually lasted longer than I expected to. 

This month, I'm going to make it a goal to get in 12,000+ steps per day. Today, I did great! As I write this, at 5:30 pm, I've gotten in 19,500 steps. In the afternoon, my mom called and asked if I wanted to go for a walk with her. She wanted to go look at a piece of property that she heard was for sale (my older brother, Brian, wants to move to Michigan!! So exciting.). Since I still needed a couple of thousand steps, I agreed to go.

It was really hot! My mom walked to my street, where I met her on the corner, and then we walked a nearly two miles to the property. It turned out that it wasn't for sale after all. Bummer, because it's on my favorite running route, and it would be so fun to be able to run past my brother's house. He's getting married in September, and they want to buy a piece of property here to build a house.

Anyway, 95% of the walk was in the direct sun, and my fingers puffed up like sausages. I hate when that happens! My hands rarely swell when I run; but when I walk in the heat, it's not uncommon for them to get puffy. When I got home, I drank a quart of ice water, and then I was freezing. I was so cold that I took a hot shower for the second time today.

As I was typing this, I got a text from my sister. She's been driving for 24 years, but has never gotten in a car accident... until today. Some jerk was allegedly driving under the influence, and ran a red light, hitting the rear driver's side of her car. It pushed the her right off of the frame.

She's SO lucky that he didn't hit her door, because she would have been hurt really badly. She said she's okay, but her neck hurts, so she went to the emergency room to get checked out. How scary! I'm glad that she seems to be doing okay.

Tomorrow morning, I'm getting together with my little brother, Nathan, again for a run. We're heading out early, a little after 6:00, for five miles. It should be pretty cool outside (I hope), and I'm looking forward to it!

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Stress relief

After taking a few days off, I felt ready to write a post today. I've missed you all! :) Unfortunately, I have nothing mind-blowing to write about, but I guess that could also be a good thing. It's been pretty low-key. I wish I could say that a few days to focus on me was just what I needed to get out of my funk, but I'm still not feeling my best. I really think that I just need to give it some more time; and meanwhile, continue on with my life as I know it.

I did get to spend some quality time with my family, which was a top priority for me. On Thursday, Jerry wanted to go for a run with me. He only gets the urge to run about three times a year, so I thought it would be a good thing for us to do together. We decided to go to the State Park and run a five-mile loop there.

It was really nice! I was struggling through the run, which seems to be the norm lately, but Jerry handled it like a champ. We went at an easy pace, and chatted while we ran. I was really impressed that Jerry did the whole five miles without a single complaint. It actually seemed easier for him than it was for me!

After our run, we went to a flooring store to check out flooring options for our bathroom. We've needed a new floor in there for a while, but it just seemed like such a big project that I've avoided it. After checking out our options, though, we really liked one (I can't remember what it's called, but it seemed really durable), and we ended up ordering it. It should be in on Tuesday, and installed in a couple of weeks. I'll be so happy when that's done!

In the evening, Alex (one of Jerry's friends from work) came over. It was really nice outside, so we sat on the deck and had a few too many beers. We didn't get to bed until about midnight, and Jerry had to get up at 4:00 for work. I had plans to get together with Jessica and Courtney for a run at 8:30. When I woke up, I felt awful. The older I get, the worse the hangover symptoms are! I was really tempted to cancel on my friends for the run, but I knew I'd feel better if I just got it done.

So I got this kids off to school, and then went to Jessica's, where we met to run the State Park trail. The plan was to run 8 miles, but to do it with a 9:1 ratio of running to walking. This was something that Jess and I did during training for the Cleveland Marathon, and we enjoyed it. We'd run for 0.9 miles and then walk for 0.1; then repeat for the duration of the run.

Back then, we did it because we were injured, and it was the only way we could bear to run. But yesterday, we did it because we wanted to make the run more enjoyable. We've all been struggling with running in the heat lately (the weather here went from one extreme to the other really quickly), and we've been dreading our long runs. Doing the 9:1 run/walk actually sounded pretty good!

The first half of the run was pretty tough, even with the walking intervals. My stomach was revolting on me. During mile four, I really thought I was going to throw up--I was super nauseous! But I willed my stomach to obey, and I started to feel better each mile after that. We saw lots of adorable goslings, and one very angry swan. The swan was right in our path, and we had a little stand-off to wait for him to move. Then he got in the water, and we saw the momma and five little baby swans. (I had to google what a baby swan is called--it's a "cygnet". I like "baby swan" better, so we'll go with that.)

Jessica's Garmin kept track of all of our running/walking splits, so I just let my Garmin run the whole time, and I was surprised to see how even our mile splits were, even with the walking factored in:

We did the running portions at around a 9:40 pace, so I was surprised to see that the walking didn't really add much time to our overall pace.

The best part about the run was that I realized how much more enjoyable it was compared to just running eight miles straight. I think I would actually look forward to doing my long runs this way instead of dreading them. So I'm going to do that this summer--run my long runs at a 9:1 run/walk ratio.

I still plan to do 5K training; but even with 5K training, I should be doing a long run each week. So I'll just do the run/walk on my long run days. It should make the heat a little more bearable throughout the summer, too! On the other days, I'll do my short and easy runs or short and hard runs, but I'll run the whole distance.

My stomach felt kind of icky all day, but I did feel a lot better mentally after running. Yesterday evening, Noah was invited to a sleepover birthday party, so I told Eli he could invite a couple of school friends over. When I took Noah to the birthday party, I stopped and picked up Eli's friends Olivia and Christian.

They wanted pizza for dinner, so we picked that up on the way home, and I let them get drinks and snacks at the corner store. The three of them had a lot of fun together, and I'm so glad. Eli's been feeling lately like he doesn't have any friends (one of the things I've been stressed about), so it was important to me to for him to have a good time.

Olivia went home last night, and Christian stayed overnight. I drove Christian home this morning, and then took Eli to baseball practice. I was engrossed in a book, so I brought it with me to read while I sat there at practice; I guess I should have been paying more attention to the game, though, because I got smoked in the arm with a foul ball. Not long after, Eli was standing on the pitcher's mound, and a ball hit him hard in the shin. Poor kid! Now we'll have matching bruises.

The book I've been reading is something I should have read a long time ago:

Most runners have at least heard of Dean Karnazes, if not have read his book. I'd heard his Ultra Marathon Man book was really good, but my library didn't have it, so I just never sought it out anywhere else. But yesterday, I drove all the way to Barnes & Noble (a 45-minute drive!) to get the birthday present for the party Noah was invited to, and while I was there, I saw this book, so I bought it. I was hooked from the first chapter!

I have no interest in ever running an ultra marathon (a race that is farther that 26.2 miles), but this book is so interesting to read. If you're a runner, of any distance, you'll probably find this to be a great read. I was told by Runner's World that Karnazes is going to be at the Heartbreak Hill Half & Festival next weekend, so I may get to meet him. But I haven't seen a seminar from him on the schedule on the website, so I don't know if he'll be there or not. I guess I'll see when I get there!

Anyway, the past few days have been nice--busy, but not overly stressful. One thing I've realized through this time off is that I put too much pressure on myself, and I'm going to try not to do that anymore. Especially when it comes to diet and weight-related stuff. As much as I love my Weight Watchers meeting, I hate the pressure of weighing in there; and even weighing in on my blog has been making me feel pressure all the time. Sometimes, the pressure is a good thing, because it keeps me accountable; but when I'm feeling stressed about unrelated things, the pressure of weighing in gets to be too much.

I think I'll set some goals to focus on that aren't directly related to weight. I liked doing the 10,000+ steps per day goal for February, so for June, I'm going to aim for 12,000+ steps per day. Since I'm done training for the Heartbreak Hill Half, my running mileage is going to decrease by about half, which means I'll have to get in my steps by being more active throughout the day. I look forward to finding ways of getting in my steps! And I like the idea of focusing on that goal instead of something diet/weight related, at least for now. (Of course I'm not giving up on my other goals; I'm just trying to put less pressure on myself!)

Well, thanks for your patience over the past few days while I took some time to try and relieve a little stress. Depression sucks, and I really do appreciate the comments and emails letting me know that I'm not the only one going through it. I had a very tough winter, between the awful weather we had for several months and especially the fact that I lost a couple of friends to cancer. Mark's been on my mind a lot, especially on the days where the weather is nice. I wish he were around to spend some time outside one more time.

As I was typing this, I got a phone call from the raffle I entered a few weeks ago--it was a fundraiser for Sarah's kids held at the local fire department. I won three things--a crocheted afghan, and two gift certificates for $25 each to a sports bar called Mallies. Awesome! I was just trying to figure out what to make for dinner tonight, but I think now we'll go out :)

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A short break

I had such an exhausting weekend! Which is actually kind of ironic, because I didn't get many steps in at all. In three days, I only got 10,000+ steps ONCE. I was busy painting all weekend.

The kids' room has needed a good paint job for a while, and we decided this was the weekend we were going to tackle it. We also did the spare bedroom. We ran into a big issue with the kids' room, because the last time I had painted it, I had put latex-based paint over an oil-based paint (I knew absolutely nothing about paint). That caused the new paint to peel off really easily, so the kids had two-toned walls for a few years now.

We spent the weekend sanding off the paint (necessary in order to repaint it, because of my latex over oil mistake), taping off the trim, applying primer, and finally, painting the walls with "Lemon Drop" paint (it's white, but with the tiniest hint of yellow). Most of the walls in my house are very bold colors, so I really wanted something simple and plain.

It was a huge project, and I felt like I was constantly moving around, but I didn't get in many steps all weekend. I didn't run on Sunday, because of the race Monday; and then I didn't run today, because I was very busy finishing up the bedrooms. I'm SO glad to have it done now!

We have a few more projects that are very overdue--we really need to replace the floor and toilet in the kids' bathroom, we need to recarpet the kids' bedrooms, and we need to replace the bedroom doors. I'll feel so much better when we get all of that done, but we just have to work on one project at a time, as we save the money for it.

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My depression has been pretty bad recently. I don't really feel comfortable writing much about it here, because some of my family and friends read this. Everything is fine, but I just feel pretty stressed out right now. The kids are approaching the end of the school year, and they've had a lot of extra work; they've also started baseball, so I've been taking them to practice, and soon, they'll start games.

I already wrote about my weight being up (thankfully, going back down now), and I felt like I was in a big rut with running (hopefully, switching to 5K training this summer will help that). I've just really been lacking confidence in myself lately, and I've been being kind of hard on myself. I know it will pass, as it always does, but for right now, I just want to minimize the stress.

I'm going to take a few days off of the internet, so I won't be posting a blog for 2-3 days. I don't really feel like I've had much to write about lately, anyway, so I think the break will be good. I'd like to focus on eating well, getting stuff done around the house, and some quality time with the kids before I leave for Boston (a week from Thursday, already!).

I also have a lot of spring cleaning I want to get done around the house--cleaning out the refrigerator, pantry, linen closet, etc. All the little chores that I put off until I really can't stand it anymore ;) I think I'll feel a lot better once I do some productive things that I've needed to get done!

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I know I'm always posting pictures of Estelle, but I was cracking up at how relaxed she was on my legs a couple of days ago...

This is her favorite spot to sleep, which makes it hard for me to move. Sometimes I'll just want to sit for a minute, but she instantly jumps on my legs and makes herself comfortable. :)

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2014 Memorial Day 8K race report

No Motivational Monday today--I didn't get any submissions this week, and I ran a race today, so I decided to just do my race report instead. I'll resume MM next week.

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This was my third time running the Memorial Day 8K in Grosse Ile. The first time was in 2011, when it was miserably hot; I swore I'd never run that race again! I didn't run it in 2012, and then in 2013, my family made a last-minute decision to go to the race. The weather was great, and I finished in a pretty awesome time of 40:31 (8:09/mi pace), taking first in my age group (it's a small race!).

The course for this race is fine when the weather is good; but when it's hot, it's REALLY HOT. The race doesn't start until 9:05, and when the sun beats down on you, it's just not very fun. My little brother, Nathan, was really interested in doing the race, so I decided to give it another shot and hope that the weather cooperated.

I somehow talked my kids into doing the one-mile fun run last year, and they agreed to do it again this year--that made me really excited! I've been trying to get them into running, but they really just don't show any interest in it. I didn't even have to beg, though--as soon as I mentioned it, they said sure (probably because they had done it before).

I had picked up our race packets a couple of days ago, so this morning, I got up at 6:00 to get ready (I was up until almost midnight yesterday! We're painting a couple of rooms in our house, and it was a big mess. I'll write more about that tomorrow.) My mom said she would go with us, because then she could watch my kids while I ran the race with Nathan. Jerry had to work today, so it was just the five of us that went.

My mom and Nathan picked us up and we headed to Grosse Ile, which is only about 20 minutes away. We got there pretty early, so we just stood around for a little bit while we waited for the fun run. At 8:30, the kids lined up on the track to start the fun run. I was nervous for my kids, but I was so proud that they were going to do it!

Noah always tells me that when he has to run a mile at school, he walks the whole thing. And I told him that he should always do his best, and that he is perfectly capable of running the whole thing, even if it's slower than his friends. So his goal was to just run the entire mile without walking. Eli wanted to run it because they gave out a piece of candy to the kids at the finish line last year, hahaha.

Anyway, they both did awesome! They finished just shy of 10 minutes. Eli crossed first, and then Noah followed a minute or so later.

Eli sprinting to the finish line

Noah was cruising the last hundred meters

Ribbons, but no candy ;)

As soon as the boys were done, Nathan and I headed to the starting line for the 8K. They were getting ready to start the 5K at 9:00, so we watched the start of that, and then it was time for us to line up. Nathan said he'd probably be running an 8:30 pace as well (which was my planned pace for this race), so he was going to pace off me at first, so he didn't start too fast. I had run 3 miles at an 8:08 pace last week, so I thought running 5 miles at an 8:30 pace sounded pretty reasonable today.

It was hot at the starting line. There wasn't a single cloud in the sky, and the sun was beating down. When the race started, I definitely started too fast. I saw that I was running a 7:30 pace, so I said to Nathan, "Woah, 7:30? Definitely too fast." But he kept going! So I just fell back to get closer to an 8:30 pace. I felt pretty good the whole first mile, and finished that mile in 8:18.

Almost immediately after that, though, I started faltering, and quickly. My pace was in the high 8:30's, and it was only the beginning of mile 2. So I thought, "Okay, I guess I'll revise my goal because of the heat. I'll aim for all sub-9:00 miles." I was struggling with that decision, because I kept thinking that it had to just be in my head. But it was awful! The heat was killing me.

I skipped the first water stop, but after that, I KNEW I'd have to get water at the next one. Unfortunately, the next one was at a bad placement. There is 0.3 mile section of the course that goes through the woods on a dirt trail, with lots of rocks and tree roots, and all that good stuff. The trail is narrow, and I knew from past experience that you can't pass anyone on it. The water station was set up just before entering the woods.

I knew that if I stopped for water, a big group of girls was going to cut ahead and enter the woods first, so I'd be stuck behind them. But I needed water badly, so I grabbed a cup and tried to drink it really fast--and of course sputtered out water from choking on it. I tossed the cup in the trash, and then as soon as I turned toward the woods, the big group of girls ran past, and I was stuck behind them. They ran about a 9:30 pace though the woods, so I had no choice but to run that pace.

When we got out of the woods, my split pace had fallen to 9:31, so I doubted I could get that under 9:00 for the fourth mile. I picked up the pace, but not enough, and that split was 9:14. So much for sub-9:00 miles. I then revised my goal again to be a sub-9:00 average pace. That was my worst-case scenario from the beginning.

The last mile of this course is AWFUL in the heat! The sun is directly overhead, there is no shade, and it's just a long straight away of nothing. I really wasn't even sure I'd make it at that point. There was a guy next to me, so I started talking to him, which helped take my mind off of the miserable mile. We talked about marathons--he's done five, and his PR is 4:16, which happens to be my PR, too.

Finally, we entered the football field area, and onto the track. There were a bunch of 5K walkers finishing up, so I picked up the pace the best I could to get around them. Then I saw my mom and kids yelling to me from the bleachers, so I figured I'd better show my kids that I can sprint the last few yards just like they did ;)

As soon as I crossed the finish line, my brother was there holding a cup of water for me--and thank God for that, because they'd run out of water at the finish line! I gulped that down, and caught my breath. Sweat and sunscreen was making my eyes sting. But we did get a picture, at least!

After scarfing down some watermelon, we headed to the car. We got a few blocks away, when Nathan told me that I won third in my age group. I felt bad, but I asked if we could turn around so I could get my award. So they waited in the car while I went to the award ceremony, which had just started when I walked up.

They went through the 5K first, and then the 8K. Last year, I got first in my age group and won a medal. This year, the 8K'ers who placed in their age groups got pint glasses--awesome! Way more fun than a medal ;)

My results:

Looking at those numbers made me think that maybe this heat made the race hard for everyone, and not just me?

Nathan ended up finishing in 40:19--12 seconds faster than my PR on this course, hahaha. That was good enough for fourth in his age group, but not good enough for a pint glass ;)  Finally, we headed home. My kids went to my mom's for a little while, and Nathan came over for a well-deserved cold beer.

I really enjoyed getting to do this race with him, especially on Memorial Day. He spent a few years in Iraq while he was in the Army, and I am SO grateful that he made it home safe and sound; but I know that there are a lot of families who weren't so lucky, and my heart aches for them. The race itself wasn't fun (that's an understatement), but I am really glad that I went and got to spend time with my family.

As for next year... I highly doubt I'll do this race again!!

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Tips for running (and training for) your first 10K

Last Saturday, I posted "Tips for running (and training for) your first 5K"; today, I'd like to do the same, only for a 10K race instead. While there isn't a HUGE difference in how to train for the two races, there are a few things that may help.

I'll start off by saying that the 10K is my very favorite race distance. It's not an all-out sprint, like a 5K, but you can still push yourself enough to feel like you're working really hard. There is enough time to get a comfortable pace, but it's still over with relatively quickly. Once you run regularly, with a long run of 6+ miles per week, you can pretty much just sign up for a 10K on a whim, and be able to complete it. It's a great distance!

I ran my first 10K just two weeks after my first 5K, and I instantly knew that I preferred the 10K distance. Here are some of my tips that may (or may not!) be helpful:

*After you finish your first 5K, you can jump right into training to complete a 10K. It's important to maintain a regular schedule, and stay consistent with your training, so you don't lose all the fitness you gained while training for a 5K.

*Again, pick a training plan that fits your needs. I always suggest Hal Higdon's Novice 10K training plan for first-timers; the long run starts at just 3 miles. When I was training, I just did two 3-mile runs plus a long run (see below) each week.

*The most noticeable difference in your training is that you will start having a "long run" each week. Once I was able to run 5K comfortably, I added in a long run once a week, slowly increasing the distance until I was able to do 10K.

*Keep track of the distance on your shoes. You should have gotten good running shoes before training for your first 5K, and if you're moving on to a 10K, you'll want to make sure you get new ones when you've run 300-500-ish miles on them. I have to change mine out at 350 miles, or I get tendonitis--I can actually feel when it's time for new shoes! But I always keep track of the mileage on my running shoes to make sure.

*Don't pick a time goal for your first 10K; just plan to run your best while still enjoying yourself. After the first one, you can aim for a PR, but the first one is really about figuring out how to pace yourself correctly--not too fast, but not too slow.

*Practice eating the breakfast you plan to eat on race morning. You want to make sure you don't get any stomach issues during the race, so practice eating your race breakfast on your long run days.

*You may want to start experimenting with a water break or two. The average everyday runner will be running a 10K in roughly 50-70 minutes, so you may feel like you need a water break. It's really difficult to drink and run at the same time, so when I stop for water during any race, I always walk through the station instead of spilling it all over myself.

*If you want to carry water with you, either on training runs or during the race, my favorite way to carry water for a shorter distance (less than 10 miles or so) is a handheld water bottle. You can find my personal favorites on this post.

I hate that my eyes are closed in this pic,
but you can see how small the water bottle
is in my hand. 

*Make sure you don't start out too fast. Pacing a 10K is definitely different than a 5K. During a 5K, it takes a mile to really find your pace, and by then, the race is 1/3 of the way done. If you started too fast, you can push yourself to finish, but it'll be tough. If you started too slow, you don't have much mileage to pick up speed and get your best time. For a 10K, however, you have more time to find a comfortable pace, and if you still feel good toward the last couple of miles, you can push yourself to work harder.

*Most of the time, wherever there is a 10K, there is also a 5K on the same day. Sometimes the two races start at the same time, and the 5K will break away from the 10K on the course; other times, they have different courses and/or starting times. If the 5K and 10K are going on at the same time, don't get intimidated by people flying past you. It can feel disheartening, but they could be doing the 5K, which is why it seems like everybody is blowing past.

*Hit a port-a-potty before the race. Since you're running for more than twice the amount of time as a 5K, you don't want to have to stop and go to the bathroom mid-race. Get to the race early, and allow enough time to use the bathroom.

*Most of all, don't put too much thought into it on race day. Just go out and think of it like a training run, only with lots of other people around you. Overthinking it can cause you to feel pressured, and that can lead to a bad race. My best race times have been when I felt no pressure going into them. My first sub-50 10K race is a great example!

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Hopefully these are somewhat helpful! Like I said, the 10K isn't a whole lot different from the 5K, and the strategy is pretty similar for both. Best wishes on your first 10K!

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